the way i feel - 03:15am

*playing - korean drama love songs*

listening to songs, thinking about everything... the way you treat me makes me feel something... you are too concerning me... you are treating me good... i can't get away those feelings... maybe you are like tat, but to me, you are concerning... although i seems treating you in another way, but my heart is feeling the other way... i can't pretend nothing... i dunno wat to do... the way u treat me, i really can't imagine tat is just frens/gd frens... although i quarrel with you, but but .... hais....

really dunno wat to say and hw to tink anymore... y everybody tink and ask you about tat question??? and everytime the ans we give to others are just 'NO'... yah... i'm the one who is the most tat doesn't wanna be ur gf... you really tink tat way??? i really tink tat way??? wat's the ans.... no one knows... i dun even know...

i tot everything is just like tat but now is another way again... y is it like tat??? i dun like the way i feel about you...

can you just make me angry???
can you dun tell me tat u won't bully me again???
can you dun show me those gentle looks to me???
can you dun concern me when i'm hurt or sick???
can you dun say all those things to me???

can you stop everything??

all these makes me feel something... i dunno hw to describe... can you understand??? i dun tink you will understand....

hope one day you will understand ba... i am trying to cover... i'm trying very hard... so dun make spill out everything and make till very akward tat will spoil some relationship...



*mode - feeling moody*

27 November 2008 (Thursday), 12:23pm

today is thursday... is a boring day again... everyday go work, den go home, den sleep, den another day again liao... everyday is the same...

yeepee! tml is friday again.. is a weekend lo.... dunno how am i going to survive tis weekend again le... headache.... dunno where to go and what to do... still tinking... hoping the time flies faster... hahaha...

erm.... what i have today for lunch ? oh... i got mince meat noodle for my lunch... hahaha... so hungry now! time for my lunch le...

*still pending for the days to come*

A HAPPY DAY FOR ME ! ! ! - 26 November 2008

wah... so long nvr update my blog le... tat xiaomei keep on nagging asking me to update my blog... lol... feel so great today..

tis few days i feel so great as i had found back my primary school good frens... and we will be meeting up soon... tink around 2nd week of december ba... hope to see them soon.... wondering how much had we changed during tis 9 yrs... lol... wow! tat's long... hope they are doing fine...

*pending for all the meet-ups with click'7 & primary school frens*

dAy oUt wIf LiN hUi - 9 Nov 2008, Sunday 11:16AM

today went out with linhui... first time sit gal fren's car... she drive i sit... lol... we went to bukit batok 371 to eat, after went to jurong point... @ there, we saw lots of out last time frens... so happy to see them... long time no see le... after both of us went to west coast park to slack... we went there to walk and play the playgrounds... so much fun... like how we used to be in the past... den around 7 plus, we decided to go home le... she send me and den she return the car to her bf's house carpark...

so tired... feel like sleeping le... just nw tat xiaomei still keep on asking wat gabriel n i tok abt yest nite... so kpo... haha... xiaomei: i noe u kpo cox u concern me... thanks xiaomei...

lastly, i hope the decision that i had make is right ba... no matter wat the ans is... i will still take it de.. dun worry.... ^_^

9 Nov 2008, Sunday 2:46AM

hais... just went back home from nana's 21st birthday... happy birthday to her...

just tat stupid xiaomin n gabriel dunno tok wat den tok until my side... den now me and him nake frens liao...

hais... today very fan... dunno wat to do... now sitting in the living room drinking liquor, toking to xiaomei on the phone n tinking my own problems... dunno wat shld i do... dunno whether i treat tat guy who always in my mind as a gd fren or i fall in love with him le... hais... i really dunno... sometime i really tink tat i treat onli as gd fren but some time i like gt feeling like tat,,,

dunno wat am i tinking... i tink tis is my first facing tis problem... maybe i noe him too long liao so i can't differentiate wats the feeling ba... can he tell me??? i hope he can help me... but i tink tis is impossible ba... hais... and even though if i really fall in love with him... i also wun tell him as there's a reason... i dun wanna to spoil a relationship... dun wanna to have any change in between...

hais... who can help me... who can tell me??? really need a hand out stretch out to me now... some times really feels like bursting out le... hais....

hope tml is a fine day ba...

AMK's Mac - 08 Nov 2008, Saturday 1:19AM

this is my 2nd post... i'm @ amk's mac now with xiaomei... just put dwn phone with tat stupid mr fat pig... ask him go sleep still wanna wait for another 2 mins for the show to finish... haiyo... like small kid like tat... lol...

while i'm here writing my post, tat stupid xiaomei ask there make noise, toking to herself like siao cha bo like tat... still tinking hw to sign up the free wireless network... so funny lo...

hai... nw sitting dwn here, dunno wan to do wat sia... tat stupid xiaomei at here keep on doing stun... take n take photo... dunno what she wanna do sia... hahaha... nw @ here relaxing... hearing beauty n the beast.... hais... is time to relax le... nite nitexx!!!

s0 b0ring! - 7 n0v 2008, Friday

This is first post and today is friday again liao... now in the office doing all the same things which i do everyday... so boring.... i'm still tinking whether where shld i go tonite after work... should i go out or stay @ home... or i shld go and find mr Pig who always bully me...

*i'm wondering whether he will know how i feel ma? hais...